Sow the Seed for One so You can Feed Many

A childhood friend from school recently posted this update on Facebook;
 
Maybe life is all about being first after all! Being first is about consciousness, not competitiveness, i.e., “as you sow, so shall you reap.” To be loved, you have to be willing to love first; to be cherished, you have to be willing to give respect first; to be heard, you have to be willing to listen first; and to experience forgiveness and freedom, you have to be willing to forgive first....;^)
 
I was so thrilled to see such a positive seed start to peak through for my friend! Instantly I responded with an encouraging message may be it could help perpetuate his journey.
 
Only a few short years ago I discovered a message about living life with intention. When I originally discovered intention it was demonstrated by teachers mostly as something one implements with one's mind. Indeed that is how our spirit processes this physical world in which we roam, thoughts of physical things. When people discover intention though it is usually sold to them with the intention of try to getting stuff. I have to admit sport scars and lake front property are powerful forms of incentive. You might be asking so I just have to think about owning this stuff and it will come to me? Yes! No! Kind of!
 
The information I sought out in order to learn more about intention mentioned that it was equally important to use your heart as a means of intention as well. At that time I didn't fully understand what that meant. I was more like "C'mon! I love Ford Mustangs with all my heart...so let's do this!"
 
 Right. Right! Right?

Intention is an amazing source with tremendous power. Intention is Our superpower. We were equipped with it before we even got here. Some need to remember. Some need to forget! Those who are in touch with it now need to share it because of these two reasons.
 
Yes, eventually by using your mind to intend, a thick thread of golden light will connect from the mind to the heart and when that happens the light will also run a river of light to your stomach. WALLA! JUST LIKE THAT you are connected! Every answer you ever wanted to know is within you. I guarantee you too that, what you think you want to know now will be the farthest thing from what you will want to know later!
 
This fear and distrust we have in the world today is created by the fear and distrust we have within ourselves about ourselves. It is of utmost importance to build a relationship with yourself based on love and trust. Regardless of what you think you want, what you really want is to faithfully trust yourself. Because ultimately we know that the answers for us ARE within us.I know. Because I have finally heard my answers. Yet there are so many more questions and answers to ask and evolve! Exciting!
 
It took years of believing in this way of peace within my mind before the REAL feeling connection made it to inside my heart. But once the full circle was completed with light between my mind, heart and stomach...my world changed!
 
Suddenly every thing about my world was beautiful. All of it. Joy, Happiness, Sadness, Sorrow. Fear, so to say, no longer exists in my world. I no longer have to judge it's appearance. Or lack thereof. Yea me!
 
Best part yet? I realized my real desire no longer included cars, jewelery, real estate...money...my desire ultimately became the need to share this peace with anyone who has it or would like to have  it for themselves.
 
Look for and align yourself with people who are seemingly interested in believing in this peace. Before you know it, you will not only see the shift but you will FEEL the shift. Intend on feelings. Real true power that instantly manifests what you wish is only successful with real true feeling. If it is more comfortable to comprehend, think about it this way...just plant seeds in your mind that could grow into  a way of intending to live life with your heart and not just with your mind. 
 
You will only find it though when you take you on. Believe in one and you can believe in many. Cliche? Read it some where before? Well it is because you can answer YES to both of those questions. Yes always feels better than no right?
 
Jason and I bonded over music when we were teenagers. Nothing extremely compelling there, but because of a moment we shared in Guidance class....(ponder that one for a moment) our sophomore year, I remembered that music is near and dear to his heart; as it is mine. I have recently discovered that my relationship with music was almost clandestine. If it was woven into my core before I got here or detected early on by angels that it was the ultimate way to reach me I don't know. Its like the question 'What came first the chicken or the egg?'
 
I don't know, better yet, I don't have to know. What is important for Me to know is that it saved me. As I reflect on my journey I recognize that my passion, music,  knew best for me all along by grace. I can trust myself now. WALLA!
Now I have a wonderful relationship with myself that is based on trust and self-love and now I ultimately desire to have a wonderful relationship with humanity too! I have witnessed how a full circle allows me to physically and emotionally manifest wonderful experiences everyday.Instantly.
 
I asked myself, "Self, how can we help Jason?"
 
I heard MY Voice plain as day, from inside, remind me of a recent revelation I had about the songs my heart aligned with throughout my life.
 
I discovered those particular songs that I sang aloud with even YEARS ago,while using my whole heart to fill them up as I screamed them sang them cried them, have come true.

The real jackpot is that what I thought they meant to me then couldn't be farther from what they REALLY meant then and represent to me now. And what I have come to understand about me from those songs, concerning me, is priceless.
 
In essence, those songs were seeds that I sowed with love within myself. By singing from my heart the seeds were planted with pure intention and innocence within my heart for my heart. It was a long dormant season but the harvest was bountiful. I had hidden love and trust away. But the seeds eventually sprouted and caused a crack in the foundation. The foundation I had used to cover-up love and trust. Thank God! Sowing those seeds eventually busted up that foundation and in turn allowed light to get in. The light helped the seeds of intention grow into something physical! Now where I feel my heart I see a giant deep-red rose, in full bloom with millions of layers of velvety petals, a lit from within rather than from above with super sun shiny light.
 
 A million words could never do justice to the joy I feel for those songs now that I really understand WHAT they meant/ mean to ME. I love them EVEN more now. Not long ago you couldn't have convinced me that would even be possible. Not even for a bag of Jack's magic beans. But AHA! Did I?
 
So my advice to you Jason, if you haven't found that connection, trust, love, inner light...re-visit some songs you LOVED to rage out with. Even if it was 20 years ago or 20 days ago find one that lit up your world and shed some light on that seed!
 
From my heart I thank you for today Jason. You helped me create.
You shared a meme from 3rd Rock today that referred to the fact that just because I know I have a shitty singing voice, it has never stopped me from singing out loud from my heart.
 
You are a part of this whole experience for me...quizzing me with AC DC lyrics way back when. Me, failing miserably all the while. Today though it is not lost on me how special it is that ultimately, part of my blog's title is inspired by their song Live Wire. I hope you can appreciate the beauty of this 360 moment. 360. A circle. A circle of light within your heart, almost like a gear for yours is only ONE of many gears needed for this place to run full peace ahead.
...and that feeling in your heart right now is what pure love is suppose to feel like always. Everyday. You CAN feel that all of the time...even on gray days. Your heart is calling! Answer it! Love you brother.
 
 
 
 
Soon here I will share with how you can deal with the physical shifts that will occur inside your body then the foundation starts to crack. Some people call it anxiety. I call it a blessing.
 
Thank you for your time. I appreciate your value in this world.
 
Love, Peace and Light
 
Micki
O L P
 
 

Last month while celebrating a  'land mark' birthday in Vegas I was serenaded Happy Birthday by part of  the girls rugby team from Colorado. They were in town for a tournament and tumbled onto the elevator with me at the hotel where we were all staying.

My friend and husband were riding with me.The girls noticed the plastic tiara I was wearing for fun for my birthday. The plastic crown was plain. It didn't say Princess, Birthday Girl or Bride-to-Be so of course they asked what the occasion was. When my friend told them it was my birthday enthusiastically they responded by asking me if they could sing to me. I don't know if they were members of a choir as well, but that handful of voices singing in such a small area sent goosebumps up and down my spine.

Yesterday afternoon those girls popped into my head. May be I should note it was exactly a month to the day of the impromptu concert, some thing I didn't realize until a few minutes after I had this "A-Ha!" moment.

Sure it is natural to respond in kind when you find out it is someone's birthday. The girls were just being silly and having fun. They had no clue that by offering me a song they were actually giving me the perfect Micki present. Yesterday while thinking about them I asked myself, "Really, how did they KNOW?"

Being such a passionate advocate of music it was more than a coincidence that something like that happened to me. They could have just said, "Awwww Happy Birthday! Are you having a good day?" But they didn't. They SANG to me! It was a touching moment offered to me by strangers that I will always remember.

As I relived that moment yesterday I said thank you out loud to whom ever may have been listening to me at that time.  I could hear the girls voices perfectly harmonizing for me in my head so I also added out loud, through giant crocodile tears,"They sounded like angels!"

Instantly I was overwhelmed inside by love because I realized it wasn't the girls singing to me and indeed they didn't "know"!  It was my angels! Knowing my love of music the angels sang to me the best they could. The angels sang to me through the Girls Colorado Rugby team.

Angels are calling out to you all of the time. They are very clever in finding fun personal ways to reach out to you. Those weird things that stick with you through out your days are post it notes of  love from those who look out for you. Don't peel them off, wad 'em up and cast 'em away. Regard them with appreciation, graciousness, love and pass 'em on. The girls as it turns out are proponents of a sobriety clinic in Florida surely a positive message that attracts many to their over all intention of good and well being.

I tried to find out how the girls finished in their tournament but I couldn't locate that info. It doesn't matter though because they will always be winners...champions... in my book.

I did find their 2012 team picture however. Looking at those faces, their poses, their happiness instantly brought back the goosebumps they gave me in the elevator. My hope for them is that they remain in a place  throughout their lives where the angels know they can always call on them to help spread love and light.
Thank you Lady Bison's.

http://www.colorado.edu/studentgroups/womensrugby/

Pass The Time by Micki Goldberg

Wheels move this iron beast. My home away from home. Its rubber paws hug the

asphalt below causing a hum that lulls me to sleep with a rocking roar.

A sleep with no rest, a sleep just to pass the time.

Entombed in my bunk, this womb where I escape from the road weary.

I hide here to just to pass the time.

By day I pay a ransom for my art. 

Led by a leash I am a guest at a zoo. A Zombie

off the bus I play a raw song for the gawkers and grabbers. 

But that is not the only toll they take!

A flash. A hug. A pat on the back. I sign my name

on a warrant. A wanted poster that displays my face.

Once this was a reward now it’s just a way to pass the time.

Meeting strange faces standing in line, what a strangely fantastic

way to just pass the time.

At night I am a gem gleaming in the spotlight

my name could be Mecca for thousands travel

far and wide to worship me, watch me, hear me, love me.

My electric sound drowns their echoes, their calls, their wails.

I am recharged, alive, energized.

I catch a glimpse of the soul I sold and I realize how much I miss him.

I wonder if I could save him?

But it is time for the encore, then time to go and load onto the beast, and into my tomb.

And like the wheels upon which I ride the day comes around again

just to pass the time.